For all my cynicism, I do believe that poems are given to us by the gods, sitting in some nook of our brain or deep down in our Pinterest poetry boards until one day, they miraculously seem to grieve with you. The last couple of days have been such days. I wish had a more accurate adjective than difficult that could measure up to the grief that I and those around me have been through over the past few days. I don’t haven’t thought about a lot, let alone write or read. But I’d still like to leave you with a few borrowed words.
I know they have saved me, I hope they can save you too.
When I am asked - Lisel Mueller
When I am asked how I began writing poems, I talk about the indifference of nature. It was soon after my mother died, a brilliant June day, everything blooming. I sat on a gray stone bench in a lovingly planted garden, but the day lilies were as deaf as the ears of drunken sleepers and the roses curved inward. Nothing was black or broken and not a leaf fell and the sun blared endless commercials for summer holidays. I sat on a gray stone bench ringed with the ingenue faces of pink and white impatiens and placed my grief in the mouth of language, the only thing that would grieve with me.
Philip’s Birthday - Mary Oliver
I gave, To a friend that I care for deeply, Something that I loved. It was only a small Extremely shapely bone That come from the ear Of a whale. It hurt a little To give it away. The next morning I went out, as usual, At sunrise And there, in the harbor, Was a swan. I don’t know What he or she was doing there, But the beauty of it Was gift. Do you see what I mean? You give, and you are given.
We Have Not Long to Love - Tennessee Williams
We have not long to love. Light does not stay. The tender things are those we fold away. Coarse fabrics are the ones for common wear. In silence I have watched you comb your hair. Intimate the silence, dim and warm. I could but did not, reach to touch your arm. I could, but do not, break that which is still. (Almost the faintest whisper would be shrill.) So moments pass as though they wished to stay. We have not long to love. A night. A day....